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Name: Ogus aKa BaoWen
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Friday, March 21, 2008

Y am I becoming someone that wasn't used to be me...

Stayed late in studio today and I saw myself in the mirror...

I closed everyone else away and focused hard on only myself...

I saw that I have lost my initial livelihood thanks to all the wants i have...

I no longer ENJOY as much...

All that goes thru are steps, beats and more steps...

After seeing myself dancing like that, I felt like a total failure cox wad was lacking was no longer steps and music...

I was lacking myself...

I have to learn to put my character into dance, put myself into my dance...

That would be when i really enjoy and feel the dance that I am going thru rather than just the steps...

After that I tried another experiment which came out... Hmmmz... CONFUSING...

I wanted to let out my current moods and feelings for the song that was playing but I looked funny...

I looked like some faggot who is trying so hard to dance...

So now, another problem has occurred...

I need fusion of both...

Techniques, styles, control, skills, steps, beats, groove

And,

Character, mood, feel, expressions

I can list a hundred out for all I care but how many of these attributes do I really have???

NONE...

So I need to think... Think of a way to save myself...

Save MYSELF from MYSELF...

Confusing right???

I will never achieve...

*~OgUs_aKa_BW~*
-peace-

*~Ogus_aKa_BW~* danced away @
2:06 AM

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